eileenirma

Pick a cigarette and start smoking.
I should be happy in this last day of the year, especially it's also my birthday. In fact, I'm in my lowest state.
This year, I think it's the worst year of my life; ruins everything I touch, loosing job, another fail relationship, my friends start leaving me, went bankrupt, and the worst... I can't focus and find some determination.

I had a conversation with mom this morning, mommy tells me about her friends who have to had a kidney surgery. It's her only left, because last year doctor saved her life by taking the other one.
And I say "it's about time mom, how old is she anyway. It's nature, everybody have to die somehow"
"NO!, look at me dear! I'm old, but I never give up, unlike you, not everyone thinks that life's just about waiting for death. I feel sorry to you, if you don't know what's the meaning of life and survive! There's something wrong with you, and if you don't fix it immediately, you'll end up crazy."

I hold my words, I didn't know, that that kind of comment would turned out this way. I left mom, and say silently; I do know mom... I've experienced to live with someone who had struggling for whole 9 months against cancer.
It's more than 3 years my dad passed away, but remember anything about him, is always triggering my tears. You're right mah, I have to do something, instead of try to find what it is the best for me, in fact, I have never find anything....

Thanks for reading this, I have to share, I could barely hold it alone

Yay, back on earth
It's been a very long time guys. For the past few month, I've been working in a remote area which internet connection almost impossible (imagine that)
Now... I completely ready to fave-ing your deviation, and answer those question.

PS: I have a new PC, but I completely lost my wacom, lol

I'm back.....

Ow I almost forgot, I have a facebook account now, lol

Commission Price Range

Because I'm a new in commission, I don't want to charge so expensive, here's what I do for my work

A4 detailed graphite $50 - $75
A3 detailed graphite $100 - $150
_{Those price range without a shipping cost.}

Send me a note or email me at eileen_irma@yahoo.com
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-  I have a speaker and a headphone but I hate noise
-  I spent more than 10 hours a day on internet, watching tv about 3-4 hours a week
-  I've been tested in a psychological test for a gun license, and I didn't passed
-  I never keep my art
-  I love skateboarding and basketball
-  I put my pencil on my ear, but its always took me a few minutes to figured out where did I put them
-  I would never drawing portrait of myself, that would be a torture
-  I love "happy three friend" series

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